sometimes i don't understand why is it that people get so worried on new year's day, about new year's resolutions.
i mean, i love organizing my self and setting up goals and everything, don't get me wrong.
but we actually have new weeks more often, and brand new days to start over. to get things done. it's a new fresh start every twenty four hours or so.
i love to remember the fact that we are always a single mess on the inside. we all get our own problems, and we all want to do things and make ourselves look and feel less chaotic.
now having second thoughts at new year's stream of consciousness, i kinda get it. it could be something like everyone trying to think together how to be a better person, a big sharing of the joy of hoping we could do better. on this side, that's fine. i just don't like the waste of the other days of the year. imagine if we could have that feeling and hold it for every month, just for starters. that would be 11 more to do lists to check out. and plus a whole load of the feeling that we possess the power for change. and for chasing our dreams, which are definitely not concentrated over one day of the year, they tend to blossom on random nights. i wish we would just think more about it. about new weeks, about clean slates, about chasing our dreams as we wake up. maybe the new year will start on april this time. or maybe by the end of september. and maybe we could have twice the new year's day in the same year.